suck in the air and get a hold of your heart
12 weeks of teaching and that's it.
it's gonna be over. SAC, School, lessons, teachers, RTC, assembly, school song, pledge, national anthem, recess, canteen food, the breeze from the window, the stupid cracking of jokes, the sarcasm in 4/6, the inside jokes of the class, the times we've been tricking teachers, the times we'd rush for nasi padang queues etc.
Lastly, the faces we see each and every morning on the way to school, in the canteen, along the corridors, in the toilets, in RTC, at the podium, by the foyer, teachers, GO staffs, cleaners etc.
Time is certainly not on our side this time round.
It's the opponent of all Os and Ns students, given the time to snap back to reality now.
its bout time we get down to business, get to the point of this year, striving for the best.
aiming for what we want in life, start making wise decisions without having to depend on a fallback. be there for those who has fallen and pick them up, get them on their feet and set them to fly off again but dont bring yourself down as well.
it's bout time we focus on studies and not late night movies or partying weekends anymore.
it's bout time we make our parents and teachers assure of our capability. most importantly, proving to yourself that you are the best of yourself. you can if you want to. trust me, ive been touched by those words from -.
i tried, i got it and it gave off such a satisfaction. seek help before it's too late and never ever say you can't, because deep down you KNOW you can but you chose not to!

from here, i write off my last few words before i lullaby myself with my bedtime book.
thursday is the day i change. thursday is the last of me being the past shakeela who was notorious and rebelled. change, for the better. change, for yourself. change, to succeed.
obstacles in life might bring you down but dont let it hold you there for too long else, you'd drown. you might struggling but if you give a good fight, you will survive and you will come to realise that you did it, with your determination.

goodnight world.

Labels: have a little patience

Tuesday, February 26, 2008